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Friday, October 17, 2008'

把自己的另一面隐藏起来,看似坚强能耐,实则脆弱易碎,经不起强烈的失败打击。
把自己隔离在异性堆外,看似冷酷无情,实则多愁善感,经不起情绪上的起伏波动。
请原谅,为自己戴上一副“面具”,来提高或贬低自己的形像,以蒙骗外来的眼光。
很大可能,您会认为我很“假”,觉得我犯了严重欺骗之罪应该被抓去做牢或鞭打,
时常穿著
坚强面具的我, 就好像小宝宝一样, 只想要大声的号哭.
您又如何知道实际上的我是那么的微小与软弱?
不过,亲爱的您,请想一下您自己是否也和我一样带着一副面具,甚至每天都换上不同的面具?!
我们都一样,喜欢自欺欺人,不过若每个人都摘下虚伪的面具,那这世界就会乱了,对吗?

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ Memories are meant to be created٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶



Tuesday, October 7, 2008'

Lol...
Yilong, now then you know my observation is far beyond a normal people.
hehe i even know what underwear colour u have and dun have..LOL
That is some censored thing to say.haha!
Nevertheless, this is something to be proud off.
Because of this, i will tend to think more.
Little things changed can really upset me a lot.

Anyway, i think there is some health problem my.
This Sunday,i went jogging with Yilong.
Initially, it was really fine.
Then after almost 3km, my heart hurts.
And then today, i keep experienced some pain in my wrist when i laugh.-.-
Grhh, i hope i can live up to 80 years old. lol

Counting down to school reopens.
I hate it.
My holiday was gone down to the drain and emulsify by that low paid salary.
Oh ya oh ya, just something to add on.
I always thought that Yilong and Michelle never wear the shirts that i gave them de.
Then at least i got see Michelle wore that red shirt. lol
Something to be proud of when you know people actually do appreciate your gifts ^_^



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Sunday, October 5, 2008'

Hehe.
Just realized that i did not blog for like a month?
Too lazy and too much things to write as well.
Been feeling really down these few days.
Our supervisor has just changed not long ago.
3 new supervisors were introduced.
One china girl, one worth of 10 years exp aunty and one PHILIPPINE MAID.
I would like to highlight this particular MAID who leaves me a very bad impression on the very FIRST DAY.
Not like i am discriminating anything but her way of management is so "horrible, terrible,vegetable"
Well, still trying our tolerate this circumstances until cannot tahan and quit lor.
Yup, talking is easy than actions.
I always think of quitting too. Is not that i cannot find another job or something.
The truth is that once we quit, there is little or no chance that we are going to meet.
U know what? Sometimes i really wish we all can stay on like this forever.
So fun, so contented , soo...memorable.
But we cannot face the fact that we are going to separate one day. I think i guess i presume.
Of course, i hope we still contact each other la.
The salary has been adding on a lot of problems for me as well.
My driving lessons are killing me off.
I always hope that driving allow me to put off all the stress from work and etc.
But, I dunno why my salary so messed up.
Everytime before driving is so excited, but after the lesson i always felt emo.
Made so much mistakes. i am fully aware of these mistakes, but repeatedly making the same mistakes make me feel so idiotic and useless.
Thought my test is still long, but i always scare i fail.
Afterall i think the Malaysia trip is depending on yilong and me.
I mean.. driving your own car is better than taking transports in malaysia right?
I felt so stress up sometimes.
Also I think i can barely survive until next 2 weeks with that few hundreds.
Some more Alice treated me KFC today while i tried to skip my lunch for money.
Somehow i feel so cheap.
People always wanted to treat me when i want to skip my meal.
i feel so hurt in my dignity. i mean it is nice of them
but i really dun want to be this way. =(
Always want to share my problems but sometimes just too hard.

Yilong- own problem to settle as well FYP messed up-.-
Michelle-no free incoming -.-
William-full of craps and crabs-.-
Kovida-blur mokey-.-
Alice- TOTALLY full of craps and crabs >.<
Sulaiman-Always dun answer phone and now NS -.-
Marcus-now NS
Ron- a bit hard to communicate-.-
Chinlim- NO way!
Mum - no point talking to her -.-

In the end, I vomit blood and die >.<






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ME

Name:Ah Dumb
Age: Undefined
Birthday: Long before you were born
Description:Extremely dumb species

WISH.

  • 1,NTUC maid to be annihilated

  • 2,Pass my driving

  • 3,A fruitful Christmas celebration

  • 4,Everyone around me to be safe and sound


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