Presented my IB project in my class. We were expected to wear formal and it turns out to be our group is to one and only who wore formal.Then went to NTUC to find yilong and wrote my leave form. Unexpectedly, Da jie told us to inform everyone to write the forms asap. We were expectedly her to act like a psycho and scream around.haha Went back home and was intended to study for my theory test. However, I end up doing my WISP video. I was totally engulfed into my fury as i could not do a proper one. The programme hang itself serveral times. Frustrated, annoyed, blasting . I still continue do it. The time was 11pm, I still have not start flipping the book. 12am, i started off my very first page and read all the way to 3am.
Wednesday
Tried to wake up at 9 but my eyes were just too heavy. Finally, woke up at 11am and continue my revision. I was totally demoralize by what my mum said. " Come out NS then learn how to drive ma. Now also got no car for you to drive.Huh. No money still want to learn. Anyhow spend money." Sadden by such hurtful words. Everything i do are only to be commented by them and not encouraged by them. Every actions, thoughts, movements are heavily criticized by their words. They always..always..compare me with others. Even though i try the best out of me. I still failed to gain recognition from them. Try to learn how to play keyboard. But was misunderstood to spend my money unwisely. i guess locking myself in my tiny room is the best solution yet not the lasting one. Anyway, back to my final theory. I was really prepared to final as i was quite tedious and could not think logically. Fortunately , i passed =)
Thursday Went to went at 5 pm after my lesson. Feeling very unwell. My eyes were very uncomfortable and was very red. I feel like my eyes were pressured by the surrounding. Sulaiman took me to take a rest but i stubbornly continued :p Feeling better and better. Then help Alice to take her 2 bags of clothes home. The lame part was she still called Shan Zhu to come down and still..-.- And that Shan Zhu drew me a panda.-.-'
Friday The most fearful day of the month. Alice invited me to join her to eat Mac after work. She drew $30 and asked Michelle and her brother to buy while both of us waited. Food came and blah blah blah. Both of them realized that $10 was gone. Alice asked michelle and her bro madly. Eventually michelle turns out answering in tears. I was really speechless. Almost everyone was looking over here. I tried to took out my $10 and put it on the floor to create a false scene. But i dun have a $10 note -.- This is not the first time i see her crying as she can tears while too overjoyed. But this time , I can see it REAL. Those dripping tears were like voicing out, "i am accused ,sad ,scare and innocent." Great. one of my ultimate fears is this type of crying.-.- I do not know who to help. Her brother was angered and went straight home. but Michelle pretended to find the money and give her back $10 which is her own money. Kept quiet throughout when walk back with them. afraid to utter any wrong words . This is the second time i see Alice so fierce. It was totally different when you see her working. Just like split personality . Sometimes, i really dunno it human nature to ague small matters or whatever. I also dunno how to handle this kind of situations. Right or wrong. is hard to tell. Just like i am unsure if i am saying a joke or mocking people or being retarded. Some people can be quite serious about it. It is also a bit hurting when people detest your jokes when you try to entertain them. haix..life is a never easy road to walk with.
ME
Name:Ah Dumb
Age: Undefined
Birthday: Long before you were born
Description:Extremely dumb species
