Wednesday, April 16, 2008'
Seriously, i am back into blog again.
I had deleted some of the past entries.Refuse to look into the past.
I guess i have 99% stopped looking into past and have move on.
Seriously,I need to change my blog skin.
This skin simply bought too much unhealthy memories.
Marcus!!Need your help again!haha
Went back to Malaysia for around 2 weeks.
This is the shortest period i ever stayed.
Back then, I simply don't know why my heart was here but physical body was there.
I guess all my friends are here.
I got the first and worst birthday celebration from my family.
They invited everyone to my house.
Whether they are relatives, cousins, friends and unknown person, i still afraid of talking to them.
They came and ate the food and went off without even knowing is my birthday!!
Thanks to my mum for not telling them, afraid that they will buy present for me.
Finally we bought up the cake on the table.
This was the most embarrassing moment of my life!
No one is willing to sing birthday songs because they have no idea what is going on.
They were forcefully singing it and the worst the the song was sang half-way.
This was really a unspeakable for me.
Finally back in Singapore.
On Sunday,i was working with Michelle.
The atmosphere was very strange.
I suspected something was going on.
"Is it a surprise celebration from them?"
Nevertheless it was even more suspicious when we went for dinner.
I guess my strong observation is my advantage, especially that Michelle's acting was too fake.
But all the way the end of work, nothing really happen and we suggested to go for cycling.
I already forgot what was going on until that yilong gave me a bike key.
I finally understand the whole thing.
They bought me a bike.
It was really nice.
My heart was really heavy that time.I guess i was touched.HAHA.
I wanted to say the word "thanks a lot", but i was really speechless.
Everyone was looking at my face,anticipating my next reaction.
But I really don't know what to do,only stare at that bike.
Then we went to cycle round and round after the carpark.
Finally i parked it at Michelle's house.
Seriously, i was really blessed to have them all along.
Really hope that bonds is always there...
too be continued.......
