According to wikipedia,
the definition of "Dream" is images, thoughts and feelings experienced while asleep, particularly strongly associated with rapid eye movement sleep.
And also a "daydream" is a visionary fantasy experienced while awake, especially one of happy, pleasant thoughts, hopes, or ambitions.

I guess sometimes i tend to daydream a lot more than anyone else.
I can really imagine myself as one of the main character in any anime that i have watched and
created that image to be myself and save the people around me.Or i should say i daydream being a hero.HAHA
I know that is unusual but thats the fact -.-

But sometimes back to reality, I asked myself if anyone can be a hero?
Of course i am not talking about the "Super Hero Movie".
Finally i think i come to a conclusion.
A hero does not necessarily need bring a sword or gun and go about killing the bad guy.
But from what i know in this society, a simple thing known as "knowledge" or "intelligence" is good enough to "kill" many people.

Take for example our NTUC's adversary(Mr Kenny), suddenly sms me and indirectly declared a cold war on us.
Nevertheless, i confronted him with my "professional" English! LOL
I guess he dun even understand what am i talking about and eventually end the conversion himself.

Suddenly, i feel that is a urge to upgrade myself and equip myself with knowledge.
But sometimes, i am just too lazy to do a simple task like reading a book...HAHA

Just something additional, everyone has dreams. As for me, i want to be modern hero with intelligence.LOL. Just like what the FF7 Angeal always said " Embrace your dreams with honor"
=D

The time now is 2.46am on 28 of April.I have finally changed my blogskin.So refreshing now :D

All the chalet photos which I,Michelle and Kovida had organised.
It just a small summary =D
http://s307.photobucket.com/albums/nn281/s10037674/Chalet/

Went back to school reluctantly during the first day.
Cannot endure seeing so many people there.
I told myself not to mess up anything especially my GPA.
Aiming for at least a 3.0 grade for this semester.
Now i am specialize in Entrepreneurship& Marketing.
Compare to last year, the amount of people was to be found lesser in lectures.
Mainly they were are scattered throughout other courses.
I dunno whether is sad or happy to announce that Hogan,robin and "butt"na are in the same course.
As for the girls, they went into services.
First week was only coverage of lectures and nothing else.
Was Forcing myself and stay awake and to pay attention to the lecturers.

Next, some to weekends, which is my most favorite days where i can get to see my colleagues again.
Due to the lack of bike, i borrow my bike to kovida and took michelle's bro's smallest bike.
It was really really small but easy to cycle.
I was playing around with it and stop suddenly to create the "Err" sound on the bike.
The most funniest thing i shouted, " kA NA KU NIN, TELEVISION,NEWSPAPER AND RADIO" together with the "err" sound from the bike.
My colleagues were laughing like mad.

Back to school on the second week.
2 hours of break on Monday really drained out my soul.
However, i went to wini's lecture for fun and slept inside.
Then went to canteen with the rest for a short while.
After that ,I went for class thinking that i was going to be late.
Unfortunately, the class was postpone to 1 hour late.
Sadly i dunno what to do in that 1 hour.
Finally, history repeated itself again, A TOILET HIDEOUT.
I still remember i went to hide in toilet in year 1 everyday as i came to school too early.
Now i have to wait in toilet for 1 hour.
I know it was a bit unwise thing to do but seriously i really nowhere to stay.
Ultimately spent my 1 hour playing psp , sitting on the toilet bowl =D
School really sucks..
Maybe i just dun like the other side of me when i am in school (too quiet and timid), likewise i am so retarded in my working place.
Simply dun understand why i was like that...

Seriously, i am back into blog again.
I had deleted some of the past entries.Refuse to look into the past.
I guess i have 99% stopped looking into past and have move on.
Seriously,I need to change my blog skin.
This skin simply bought too much unhealthy memories.
Marcus!!Need your help again!haha

Went back to Malaysia for around 2 weeks.
This is the shortest period i ever stayed.
Back then, I simply don't know why my heart was here but physical body was there.
I guess all my friends are here.
I got the first and worst birthday celebration from my family.
They invited everyone to my house.
Whether they are relatives, cousins, friends and unknown person, i still afraid of talking to them.
They came and ate the food and went off without even knowing is my birthday!!
Thanks to my mum for not telling them, afraid that they will buy present for me.
Finally we bought up the cake on the table.
This was the most embarrassing moment of my life!
No one is willing to sing birthday songs because they have no idea what is going on.
They were forcefully singing it and the worst the the song was sang half-way.
This was really a unspeakable for me.

Finally back in Singapore.
On Sunday,i was working with Michelle.
The atmosphere was very strange.
I suspected something was going on.
"Is it a surprise celebration from them?"
Nevertheless it was even more suspicious when we went for dinner.
I guess my strong observation is my advantage, especially that Michelle's acting was too fake.
But all the way the end of work, nothing really happen and we suggested to go for cycling.
I already forgot what was going on until that yilong gave me a bike key.
I finally understand the whole thing.
They bought me a bike.
It was really nice.
My heart was really heavy that time.I guess i was touched.HAHA.
I wanted to say the word "thanks a lot", but i was really speechless.
Everyone was looking at my face,anticipating my next reaction.
But I really don't know what to do,only stare at that bike.
Then we went to cycle round and round after the carpark.
Finally i parked it at Michelle's house.
Seriously, i was really blessed to have them all along.
Really hope that bonds is always there...


too be continued.......

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