Saturday, December 15, 2007'
Feeling (part 1)Recently too many things happen to me.
So many "whys" to be asked.
Anyway finally exam is over.
i think 2 out of 4 test should be a failure.
Haix...
Why the timing comes in so badly.
Why...
I finally take a step down and settle myself just a little bit...
even though i may miss her badly sometimes.
Everyday i watch anime till late and play psp..so i can forgot the past for the little moment...
All of sudden, that miss call...that msn which asked me whether i have max's blog...
and that sms sent to me wrongly...too fast...too fast...
The feeling came back again..so hurt...
Yet i have to force myself to study...
Yet everytime i read the notes...
I cannot concentrate...keep thinking of her...
Miss KPT told us before the story of one boy in Ngee Ann.
He called Miss KPT during his exam period and told Kpt that he had lost her gf and keep seeing the imagine of her girlfriend in the book...
Our whole class laughed,including myself,laughing at his childishness.
But now,i am laughing at myself..
I pinched so hard on my chest in order to make myself concentrate.
This is the only way to relief myself...
During exam, i pinched harder and harder each time i think of the photos of two of them...
Really really pain...in the end i noticed the chest got "orh ba ka" when i bathing-.-
Yet pain is on chest is better than the pain in the heart and soul...right marcus?
